The time has come. Again. There is no need for an obituary, but I think my feelings require at least some sort of summary. Leaving after 12 years is a big step. And this from a job that I have invested a lot of myself in. That is what most of us working in sports do. Perhaps what causes this is that sport has been our passion from an early age, and when it then gradually becomes our job, we do not notice the difference. If there is one. Sometimes, mixing passion with work can be a dangerous cocktail. For me, it is, and, for as long as I can remember, has been, life. This is a way of living that has given me friends around the world and experiences that I could have never dreamt about.
As I prepare for an introductory presentation in my new role I glance through some old cuttings collected over the years. Swedish Golf Federation, English Golf Union, Swedish Sports Confederation. Things I am proud of, and episodes from which I hope I have learned.
The former British prime minister, Tony Blair, put in words what I think many people feel when summarising a long involvement. In his case he, among other things, defended why he joined the Americans in the war in Iraq and said:
I did what I thought was right.
Tony Blair when announcing the handover date of the chairmanship of the Labour Party in 2007.
Quotes have often been a companion in my working life. When I left Swedish golf, soon to be a million years ago, I used John Mellencamp’s lyrics saying ”you better stand clear”. Ralph Waldo Emerson helped me leave England Golf by explaining that what lies within us is bound to be greater than what is both behind and ahead. When I now embark on my next adventure, after the Swedish Sports Confederation, I think it is time for an often used, but perhaps not always lived by quote:
When one door closes another door opens.
Alexander Graham Bell, on that we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the ones which open for us.
It now falls on me to open the door presented in the form of the role as Global Performance Director for Red Bull Performance Center. I am excited to find out what is there, and I am thrilled to see a new door opening in Swedish sports, now that I have closed mine. And even if I too did what I thought was right, I am convinced that after this long a time, a new pair of eyes will look at what I produced and think, hopefully, that some of it was pretty clever. Other things will be questioned, teared up and replaced by even better decisions. And that is exactly the way it should be!